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bleh.

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 1, 2009, 5:28 AM
*sigh* well well
i'm currently kinda frustrated (again) :
i seriously started to hate my granma. she's always been strange but since my grandpa died this summer she is even more psycho (like depressions etc. )
that's why i had to go with her on holidays to swiss this fall break. that week was a torture >_> .
my mum said "she just needs something to take her mind off what happened". so i went with her.

and now my mum came up with the idea that she, my dad and my grandma would fly to turkey during christmas vacation for about 10 days. i'm supposed to stay at home and look after the cat etc..

well i don't know what to think about it because on the one hand of course i think it's pretty unfair to leave me all alone on christmas and on new year's eve. i don't know if that sounds egoistic because on the other hand my grandma is going through a really hard time plus i think seeing the places she went to years ago would do her good.

so i'm like of two minds abot that thing...

my mum also asked me first if that would be ok for me to be all alone that week. so as i've just wrote, i didn't know what to think about it and i eventually agreed so now the tickets are bought.


the point is, recently i feel uncomfortable an left alone. i cant tell why but i'm feeling like losing contact to ppl

not a nice feeling..

  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: coldplay - leftrightleftrightleft
  • Reading: The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime
  • Watching: Spiderman 3
  • Playing: big brain academy
  • Eating: salad
  • Drinking: cherry juice

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  • Interests: art, music, languages and gaming
  • Favourite movie: currently Pan's Labyrinth
  • Favourite band or musician: Simple Plan, The Used, Disturbed, Story of the Year, Lostprophets, Billy Talent, Paramore, Gorillaz
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, punk, Indie and more
  • Favourite artist: my grandpa ♥
  • Favourite style of art: manga/comic/realistic mix xD...?
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Comments


:iconninnypooh:
Your colors are beautiful , I love your work!
:iconfishy-blue:
ahh thanks, <3 : D

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:iconkhayura:
Heeey fishy ^_^ Danke für den Watch! *rewatch*

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nyu~
:iconprophet1991:
hey, thanks for the fav :3

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:iconfishy-blue:
ur welcome ^_^ ~

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:iconraineberry:
dank dir fishy ^^ für den fav

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:iconfishy-blue:
immerwieder gern ;D ~

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"you may have the attitude, but we have the bann button."
:iconherecomesvanessa:
Thank you for the :+fav:

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:iconfishy-blue:
no probs
and thanks, too :3

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:iconpikapik:
Hey fishäy!!
Hab da ma ne kleene Frage.
Hasu Lust für moin Kumpelchen auch soo ein cooles Avi zu pixäln??
*sry für die schrift ich spinn grad rum* 8D

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